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Monday, July 13, 2009 ♥

さようなら。7:12 PM

Post #815.

My last post. Might be back, maybe? Im not sure 8DD

Just here to inform joo gaiz that I wont be blogging here neimore, Might do so. See hows.

But I wont close this blog. Shall just leave it be.

My another blog will only be disclosed to my dearest people =3

And so

CIAOSUUUUUU! *reborn style*

Sunday, July 12, 2009 ♥

さようなら。10:24 PM

Yeah, so cosfest is over. ITZ OVAR!! ;________; -cries- Yes it's as awesome as ever, and gets more awesome every year.

Im still high now due to cosfest. But very tired due to cosfest too. So pardon if I didnt contribute as much today my teammates *get bricked*

So day 1, took bus to pasir ris, and I met usagi on the bus xD TCSS-ed till we reached and then walked to chalet. Nua-ed there till around 1 plus? Then walk around. Nothing much lerhs. Mingled around with my awesome peepz and watch the performance.

The idolmaster performance was awesome! I R serious! It's like, I feel like going up too =x And iz happeh that I can dance what they are dancing too. And then aya's performace, which was awesome too~ Then nua around, camwhore with dearest people. That roughly make up the rest of the day xD Then went to nom nom with other half rein and davis at whitesands~ And then we took puri puri! 8DDv

Day 2, rushed home after church. Bathed and then prepare my stuff. Iz lazeh to do full decora so I did a half ass one. If I knew qiqi they all doing decora I should have done D= Thne reach chalet. Nua again, helped out kyon and broken with some of their stuff, then went off to event.

Camwhored again xD Basically that makes up the whole 2 days =x Watched abit of performance, run here and there,Then went private shoot with strife and royston. Objection! XD damn hilarious lurhs~

After that went to help yubin with his stuff. Tsk tsk. And I unknowningly became his saikang xD Went to find wayne. That crazy guy into character kisiao anyhow run around. Me and yubin can find him after turning around =A=

And wayne kena morested by some xmm! DD= How dare that xmm *slap* poor wayne *pat pat* And he still didnt know. And that became the joke of the day =x

And I became their saikang for the day. Feels awesome with 2 da shuai ge walkign beside me 8DD rabu rabu em heees. And yeah, nothing much lurhs. Cause I didnt cos so need not do props and stuff ma xD

Then went around with qiqi cookie and jas for awhile, then went back saikang again. Then around 7 plus went off with qiqi cookie and jas for dinner~ 8D Went to take puripuka first! With alvin too, and I toi sabo-ed by cookie -w- thanks uh. Then saw yumi everywhere we go xD

Then cabed to whitesands for dinnar! 8D thirsty like shiat D= Then went to collect me and twinneh's stuff =3 and then gossiped there till around 9. Then cabbed home. Thank guys! Had a fun time with you all 8D/ Im just lazeh to go into details ><

And I've decided to continue using this blog. Too many stuff, shall just stay put here. The other one will be used as my the other blog. This shall remain a happy blog. I shall only blog about happy stuff here =3

So yarhs, only ppl dearest to me will have access to the other blog. And im going to blog there now =x

Entepris UT later. Good luck to meh ;A; And math tml, I think i ponning schoool to study for it -w-

blargh blargh blargh.

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さようなら。6:28 PM

my 2 帅哥 for day 2 *hearts* walking with them ytd everyone staring at us =3

wayne yumi yubin

brokennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn *morest amour*

lockieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

setsuruuuuuuuu~

keiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

melllllllllllllllllllllllll~

haruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

~~harry potter~~setsuruuuuu~

rinyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

twinnehhhhhhhhhhhh~

yuki darrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

sandwichhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

miinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal~

ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

zelmer~~~~ this cute guy still rmb-ed what we chatted about liek a year ago! And gave me my green tea =A= but still rabus!

kazeeeeeeeee~ gossiping with him bout sec sch peepz with kor iz fun 8Dv

akaritsuuuuuuuuu~

sai~~ HAR HAR his spiky thingy so cant stand close to meh. paper =x

petzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

other halfffffffffffffffff~~~

jonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ *whack*

huneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

sushi darrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~

ET~~~

kiaming~~ Shall go cut our hair soon ah! 8D

kareiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

midnite! Gosh this girl will never change in 10 year. Soulstones FTW =D

huijunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

stannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ *pulls tail*

rei~ wooots 8D miss mah daughter~

mishiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~

saku jieeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

queeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen~

twinneh~~ her flander like finally xD

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel~ *step on fierce* xD

roooooooooooooooooy~ tall ;__;

liqingggggggggggggggggggggggggggg~

piscesssssssss~~

jamiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

crimsonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

chirstttttttttttttttttttt~

lindraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal~

deooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ *pull hair* xD

akaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

kazeeeeeeeeeeeee~*wants the rings DD=* awesomeeeeee~

mayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ HAHA SHORT =X

roystonnnnnnn~ OBJECTIONS! XD

my hibari *rabus*

my dino * hearts*

rayrayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~

kzfffffffffffffffffff~

other halffffff~~~~~ ratatattatattatatattataaaa~

ET~ REBORN; CIAOSUUUUUUUUU 8D

chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ *poke hibird* xD

my dino, jacket version 8D

chibinooooooooooooooooooooo~

qiqi dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~

jasumi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

cooookieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

miyamiyamiyamiyamiyamiyamiya~ *burger king!*

ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

yumiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~ xD

yuchi iz a happeh tart today. Because she still havent get over cosfest fever! 8DDv So I shall post pictures first, cause there's really alot, and then blog after Im done with the pictures~ :3

so yeah, here's the pictures. Shall blog the details in the next post. Arbo later too many pictures very lagg~

Thursday, July 09, 2009 ♥

さようなら。10:38 PM

I FUCKING HATE RP. like i haz ut on mon and tues. HOW TO STUDY!??! ;A; Cosfest sia! Of course I cant abandon cosfest lurhs! So later after my science UT i going home to chiong study for ut again.

FUCK YOU RP. SERIOUSLY.

Rush home after UT to study for UT. smart. Nice one lurhs. And it's like what the hell? I want my rest before cosfest lurhs. THANK GOD im not cosing and I dont have to chiong my props. If not I'll die. Just pray that I can finish chionging all those stuff by tonight. Yes tonight. ARGH.

Most importantly I cannot go and meet other rein and kox later. I was supposed to go get some stuff with em and nua but now i cant! I CANT! ARGH. Why cant let me enjoy myself before cosfest!?!?! *curse and swear* Immah sorreh other half *sulks*

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さようなら。5:45 PM

A story to share.

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009 ♥

さようなら。7:23 PM

Fictionjunction. Damn awesome band. Go check out the songs. Downloading songs now. Science module today. Blardy lame faci. Whatever, not in a good mood today. And haz no idea wai.

Just suddenly moodswing. Dont feel like talking .__. And been spamming songs on my itunes.

And good. That bitch stepped into class. Might as well dont come. Im not going to be so nice like yu'ai to 'tribute' on blog post to her. Nah.

Oh, karei's out from hospital. H1N1 negative.

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さようなら。5:04 AM

I really feel like changing to ameba. BUT BUT BUT. Like its damn laggy and I haz no idea wai DD=
*emos*

Everyone's like chionging cosfest stuff. LOLOL. Like, chionging season xD I dont have to chiong, cause I have nothing to chiong .___. *go one corner draw circles*

Mehhh. Like like, sho moody naoz. Cause cause cause. Im jealous. Yes Im jealous. Im just jealous okkay? ]= Kay fine I go ask baby to cheer me up. roooooooooooooooar

And oh. UT was fine just now. Just hope that I do well ;A; Science UT on friday. Benkyoo benkyoo!

Wen wen was sho moody just naoz D= Poor thing *pat pat pat* Cheer up uhh~ I understand how you feel. Tomorrow I spam u taiga de picture okay? 8D *lai lai lai*

Im looking forward to going to school now. Though Im still lazeh to wake up -w- I must cherish this 5 more weeks with my awesome classmates ]= Must must must. Class tee! WOOTS.

如何して　如何して　如何して？！？！？
お前輪嫌い。嫌い。全全嫌い！！
馬鹿馬鹿馬鹿。
死に。

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 ♥

さようなら。8:01 PM

Feeling very nostalgic all of a sudden. Haz no idea wai ._. Was listening to yuki, muon, madobe nite and I suddenly remember it haz been a very long time since we dance properly. As in, really dance. Not for practiscing for performance or anything. Just dance for the sake of dancing.

I remembered last time, we'll just spam dances, even though we dont have as much dances to dance as compared to now. But then we were happy, we spammed dances and we did no complaint. And now? Mentioning dances like HHY or CD and we'll be like nah, overused, next.

Where did our enthusiasm went to? Like, dude we haz not been dancing for 2 months and performance iz coming. And its big event. I dont even think we're going to make it. Like my costume. LULZ.

I dont knwo what Im doing now. Like. Enteprise iz boring prease, like seriously. And I think I downloaded too much stuff that now Im too lazeh to go and download other stuff -w-

Seth iz here and went E5 to find other half then nua there. And boohoos, the lift look so scary D=

Yu'ai latest blog post iz damn hilarious. LOL. So mean! xD Mehh, our class iz gunna be seperated in like few moar weeks? ]: Nyuuu, does not want. Mah class be awesome yoz. They always cheer me up when Im down D=

Oh well 人生没有不散的宴席。It's hard to keep a group together for a long time. Like cafers, I remembered last time, we use to hang out at atsuki, and then after atsuki it's esplanade, after that it's sawa's place, then karei's place. We've been to alot of places before, and I hope we're still as close as ever. Although alot haz happened.

I feel like drawing out our family tree. I think one majong paper also not enough lorhs xDD

blargh. Studied for UT yesterday already. Iz good today, means no bad flu or anything. But I R hungreh naoz ;A; FOOOOOOOOOOD. Nyuu, needs to lose weight D= For my cos-plans sake.

*starve mahself*
;_;

COSFEST IN 3 DAY!
AWESOME-NESS! PEEPZ! 8D *lurb lurb*

http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm2308970
immah addicted to this. Has no idea wai ._.

Monday, July 06, 2009 ♥

さようなら。8:17 PM

Haz been living half otaku life. Downloading my animes, songs, finding awesome fanarts and wallpapers. And also escaping from some stuff. Alot of stuff I think, things that I badly want to talk to someone about. But in the end, they'll pissed me more even more. Forget it then. Hur. I'll just pen in down, and save it somewhere in mah comp.

Wont publish it here, nor my livejournal/ameblo/jugem. Speaking of which. I think I haz created alot of accounts for blogging ._. And Im intending to shift it to either one above but oh well shall see first. Im getting bored of blogger >_>

Hmmmmms, lets see.

hurhurhur. Blargh. Like argh. Nevermind. Dont think I'll blog soon. Shall see hows. Waiting for me to get to a better situation to forget everything that's bothering me first. hur

I suspect I got H1N1. Like I've been having flu since morning. Then slight sore throat and abit out of breath. >__> And I just told pa and he's talking as if I really kenna =A=

Neiway, and so I went for TGX. Same old stuff. Iz lazeh to type out. Events are getting moar and moar boring. Oh yeah thanks pa for the heart lock =3

And I haz to get down to make my costumes soonish. Like I think i havent get alot of stuff. Cosfest's already ruined. LULZ.

Numbing myself with temporary pleasure I get from deceiving myself that Im happy.

Saturday, July 04, 2009 ♥

さようなら。7:57 AM

就这样，我慢慢变了样，已经不在是以前的我了。
因为这世界，容纳不下这样的我。
所以就算我要做我自己，可不是可能的事。

我累了，真的很累了。
我只想好好的睡一觉。
不想睡醒。
再见。